big girl in a big world.

my little text me asking if id go on a double date with her. this guy, i know she REALLY likes him so of course i said yes.
but i know its a bad idea. i just feel it. this is going to be like disaster date status. she asked if she could give my # to her guys friend last week i said no, mainly bc i dont know him and i hate talking on the phone.blah.

i was gonna post the marshmellow video but my mom said its too gross when i spit them out…i agree!

spent yesterday as a fish. went swimming in newport, the waves were nice but i got man handled by a few gnarly ones! then went to my apt and swam some more. now i am the color of a lobster but of course this excludes my legs. they never tan! :(

fri im going to the tim burton exhibit w kat and waldo! sat going to dockweiler to spend the day with my nephew on his very first beach trip! then hopefully to riverside to see nylles dj his friends party.

today is Lizs viewing and rosary. tomorrow is the funeral. im taking half the day off so i can attend. tomorrow is also her 21st birthday. i love her so much and i miss her but i know she doesnt want to see us crying so i have been trying my hardest to enjoy my days and smile as much as i can.