August 2010
My life right now
Is a full on episode of maury. When I have time ill have to write it out but basically I was a girlfriend to a boyfriend who had 45643234567 other girlfriends and now we all know eachother
I secretly
Listen to toot it & boot it. :(
Day 4: habit you wish you didn't have
I’m not sure its a habit as much as it is a quirk/charecteristic but I wish I wasn’t SO bi-polar in life. Now I am not bi-polar in that I have a mental illness what I mean is that there is not grey area for me. EVERYTHING is black or white. I either love or hate, never like. I’m either happy or sad, no so-so. I either am so worried and careful or I’m completely careless. ...
random things from my fave site
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I, Rosemary Perez, officially give the heck up on oil paint! I tried to paint today, but i just cannot get into it. I end up full of paint and I try to clean it off it just smears and now I have a big black line across my boob, yellow all over my wrist and red on my cheek. hate oils!
day 3 a picture of your friends
I have been very blessed to be able to have amassed such a large group of friends. and not just hey how are you, see eachother in the grocery store friends…pick you up from the airport, help you move, getting kicked out of spa, know the majority of your secrets type of friends.
Day 2: the meaning behind my tumblr name
Cupcakin comes from my twitter name which started out as a joke but now I’ve grown attached to it lol. Talking to a friend about strippers I said I wonder what’d be my stripper name? He said bambi cupcakes. So when I made my tumblr I wanted to keep the name but changed it up to cupcakin which also happens to be one of my very favorite things to do!
15 things day 1 cont
Day 1 continues: 15 facts about you.
1. My middle name was the name of my mothers childhood best friend who drowned.
2. My natural hair color is a reddish brown not nearly as dark as it is now.
3. My first dog was name poppies but she bit me in the face :(
4. The first time I remember drinking was drinking what looked like apple juice to me but was in face beer left over from the keg my...
going to try this
I thought this was really cool so I want to try it myself.
i got it from onenonlyricha.tumblr.com who you should follow if you dont.
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06-...
just a thought.
If you knew the thoughts that brewed in my mind every time you touched me Then maybe you would understand why I act how I act and why I say what I say. The tighter you held me the less I felt fear The harder you kiss me the more I felt secure But now that I have had time to sit and explore the pieces of our relationship I realize You will never understand. Perhaps when you felt me touch you all...
“Rose rose cuter than a puppies nose”
– Julianne aka my mini me
I never knew
I never knew I had it in me to be the crazy ex gf…until this week happened. I found myseld driving to his house thurs after work! Get there, freeze up and all I can manage to do is scribble “idk what to do anymore…!” On my paystub (I had no paper in my car) and then fri comes and he doesn’t contact me. By this time I’ve had 5 days to accept that we are done, all...
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I have never felt this depressed/heartbroken. I wish I had a time machine
:(
She asked me if I love him. I hesitated for a while. All I could say was I really like him. An hour later he decides to make me feel differently. Right now I don’t even give a damn about him. I’m an independent person but I hate to feel that if I needed someone to depend on he is not even in the running. I can’t count on him for anything besides sneaking in my bed in the early...
Realizing
That he is someone I actually want to take home and introduce to my family is just hitting me. Still trying to get out of prior commitments so he can come w me but just the face that I WANT him to come is a big deal. Out of all the bfs I’ve had my mom knew 1 simply bc he was my best friends cousin, and talked to another on the phone. I usually keep my romantic life very secret I feel like if...
Music
Hold her when she wants to be held don’t yell @ her when she’s just trying to love you…don’t take her kindness for weakness don’t put her down lift her up that’s the worst thing u could do to someone you love…tell her she looks beautiful - vivian green ‘beautiful’
I feel
Like crap today. I got let down and I let people down. Hmph
We
After we got home from the club last night we were just talking and I’m like this is all so crazy bc I never expected to like you like this ever and he agreed I was just supposed to be the kickit girl lmao but anyways back to the story! he admits he needs to work on his calling back but I need to work on my going crazy and I agree.I guess it just scares me to know just how much of my heart...
So in love with him it makes me insane. Spent all night dancing with my babe and daaaaaaamn he put it on me lol
Bye prop 8!!!! LET LOVE LIVE I’m so happy
Dear boyfriend,
I hope you’re happy.
Is it weird
That I love my dog coco so much I want to make a tumblr just for her? Lol. I get sad when I leave her in the morning
Wow
talking to someone who is not my boyfriend but at one point he had my heart…I haven’t heard his face since january and he saw me tweet something and he called me and I’m really suprised at how quickly he changed my mood…and how much I missed him. Glad we can still have this relationship.
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I hate the way my pillows smell like you. I hate the way you give me the “no you don’t” look everytime some song comes out on my ipod. I hate how you never understand me when I talk to you in spanish. I hate how you always reply in this babytalk voice with one of the few spanish words you know, it never makes sense. I hate when you look at me when you get to the bottom of the...
Because I've been thinking about this all weekend
We share the best sex. THEEEEE best. Ever. Its just so passionate. I can kiss him for hours, and I do. When I bite his bottom lip I sneak and open my eyes his eyes roll back his eyes flutter. I run my fingers lightly on his face, to the back of his head. He grabs me by the waste squeezes and squeezes runs his hands down my back he grabs my ass and this is always when I pull his hands away. He...
