November 2010
8
I love you too
Free
Being comfortable with sex is one of the best things in the history of ever. If you’re comfortable with your body and sharing what you want with your partner, and them doing the same with you…that’s awesome. The world would be a lot better if people where a lot more comfortable about sex. Just to clarify, I don’t mean go have sex w everyone whenever you want. I mean you and...
New
Its a new start and I love it. I’m blocking out the people who fed me negative things, for their benefit. I’m not playing your game anymore. You’re very sneaky and I’m so stupid for ever believing you. Of course you were going to steer me wrong. Of course you got me all hype, kept reminding me why I should be mad. Made me say things I didn’t mean, or even really feel....
“You loved me - then what right had you to leave me?…You, of your own will, did...”
– Wuthering Heights (via life-love-garbage)
Makeup I could not live without
Since I’ve been working here I’ve perfected the quick and basic makeup application, a big difference from when I worked retail. My favorite mascara was maxfactor 2000cal but I haven’t been able to find it so now I use maybeline falsies and I love it! The best eyeliner is L’oreal extra intense liquid pencil liner. I use it on my waterline only, and use this super cheap...
I love you because
You make me laugh. If I’m laughing that means I’m happy. If I’m happy that means I’m keeping you around. He calls me to tell me he loves me so much and its cute hearing him scramble for the words to explain how much. My favorite part of this conversation is when he said he wants to spend the rest of his life with me, have 14 kids and live on a farm…and 7 kids would...
“We gonna be good ima take care of you, i love You. have a gn c u tmw.”
– Him.
...
today I had my appt. The doctor took a lot of time to explain everything to me, I didn’t feel so scared anymore and I wish all my docs could be like her. I finally told someone, and it felt good to get it out. I’m feeling myself again!
Today
I feel a little better. Little more loved. A little more ready. A little more blessed. A lot less worried.
I wish
I could tell you why I’ve been so out of sync with life lately but I can’t. Not because I don’t want to because I do, but I just don’t know. How. I’m scared.
........ugh
I will be a nervous mess until nov 10th
