October 2010
Ama
The only person who consistently asks me if ok is my mom, mother, momdukes ama aka kristy. I feel we are both broken but for some reason we have an ability to mend wounds for the other given its only temporary. I miss her so much I just want to go home and lay my head in her lap and fall asleep to her playing w my hair. When I am home nothing matters, my problems do not exist. There are no bills,...
Oct 23rd
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs...
Jay z – nigga please ft young chris Foreign exchange- fight for love Drake – president freestyle Dom kennedy – bite me NERD- locked away Slum Village – faster Lazy lazy bumblebee – pretty and nice Cry to me- bob marley A thing for me –film skool rejects Vexed and glorious - kenna
Oct 23rd
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Oct 23rd
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you...
I am a fan of your mom is clubbin, after I had to delete my blogspot because of some crazy girl who felt the need to report everything I wrote I decided to give this one a shot. 
Oct 23rd
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
i look a straight hot mess and i was. lol
Oct 23rd
Dear Lord,
dearmeat: Please dont leave me. 
Oct 23rd
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Oct 23rd
Day 10 songs I listen to when I am...
Happy: idk what its called or who its by but my kid sister is the one who first played it for me it goes “you make me happy wether u know it or not we should bey happy that’s what I said from the start I am so happy knowing you are the one that I want for the rest of my days… sad: zee avi “is this the end- “I think ill hang on if you still want me. but if you...
Oct 21st
Falling apart at the seams
And I’m the one who pulled the thread…at least that’s what if feels like. I saw him face to face after a month of avoiding everything. Here he was in the flesh. Laying next to me in his exact same spot. Telling me to stop with the tough girl act bc everything is not fine. He tells me he heard I’ve been on dates, I said yes what’d you expect me to do? He says...
Oct 12th